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Re: What are you thinking right now? - April 15th 2012, 05:58 PM
ED's are so internal that I can't even talk about anything I'm feeling.

I'm struggling with the fact that my jeans are looser.. but I don't look any thinner.
I don't understand.

I'm debating driving 80 miles to get diet pills.

Or how about the small mention of food just sends my mind all over the place.

I make war with myself every fucking day. To eat, or not to eat. And if I cave, I cave hard.
But then I feel like shit enough to restrict again.

It's my life. Off and on eating issues since I was 14.

But I'm fine. Because I still weigh as much as a cow.