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Originally Posted by Eldora

I loved him, pure and simple. I miss him every day, and I'm damned tired of it. I've tried everything to move on. I've ranted about him to people, I've tried to convince myself I simply hate him, try to remind myself of the bad times. Doesn't work.

Ranting about him and reminding yourself of the bad things he did won't help you to move on. In fact it will hurt you even more. If you really want to move on, you need to accept that he's not the one for you and he's not in your life anymore, let him go and forget about him.

Originally Posted by Eldora

I'd love to have someone to love. I love the idea of having someone new, but there is no one

Originally Posted by Eldora

here. I love the idea of being happy alone, but around here if you're alone for long, then something's wrong with you.

I need to figure out how to find someone else in this stupid hellhole of a place.

This is the last thing that I would suggest to someone but do you ever try online dating? If you don't like the idea of having LDR, you can always search for singles in your area. I think that's one option if you really feel like there's no potential people that you might like around you. But just remember to be careful as you want to get to know them better before giving out your number or meet any of them in person. And if it ever happens, try to meet up in public places. Just make sure you're safe

I hope everything turns out well with you. Good luck and take care!