I don't know what I've done
or if I like what I've begun.
But something told me to run,
and honey you know me: it's all or none.
There were sounds in my head,
little voices whispering
that I should go and this should end.
Oh and I found myself listening.
'Cause I don't know who I am,
who I am without you.
All I know is that I should.
And I don't know if I could
stand another hand upon you.
All I know is that I should.
'Cause she will love you more than I could,
she who dares to stand where I stood.
See I thought love was black and white,
that it was wrong or it was right.
But you ain't leaving without a fight
and I think I am just as torn inside...
And I won't be far from
where you are if ever you should call.
You meant more to me than
anyone I ever loved at all.
But you taught me how to trust myself
and so I say to you:
This is what I have to do.