God loves you, no matter what. End of story.
My school recently came out with one of those "It Gets Better" videos, and I think you might really benefit from its message. I realize you probably aren't Mormon, but Mormons are Christians too, and these are people who are struggling with similar things.
VIDEO
or if you can youtube "It Gets Better at Brigham Young University"
Note: I'm not trying to force my beliefs on you, and I'm not trying to start a "are Mormons Christian?" debate.
It's just that this vid was the first thing I thought of while reading your post.