[OnceUponATimeAmy]

I've been thinking about my life so much over the past few days and how alone i am, i sit in college with fake smiles on my face pretending everything is okay i dont have any friends to talk to at all i feel lonely i did have friends befor my bf dumped me we were great friends then we went out and i actually felt happy for the 1st time in ages since everything happend, then he ended it with me and now im back alone me myself and i i feel so alone now even more now i just feel sad all the time i dont have anyone i have numbers on my phone from my old friends because i dont want to get rid of them because my phone will be empty and it feels nice to have friends even tho i dont speak to more than half anymore wish i had friends i see all the other people with friends and just wish i wasnt alone when i think about my lonely life i just wanna cry