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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 5th 2012, 04:24 PM
I feel so close to giving up.
Feel like I am never going to find a place to call home.
Want a job so badly. Need one. Have to get away from him.
It hurts so much to breath.
Want to slice myself to pieces. No one would have to know.
Find out Wednesday how I did on the interview. Still trying to decide if I can manage to jobs, possibly. Might not even come to that. Probably won't.
Don't know what the fuck to do but I know I don't have a fucking soul to rely on and it is so scary being out in the world alone. Just want someone to hold me and tell me everything will be okay...even if it is a lie. WTF. Why haven't I ever been able to find someone to rely on??? Is it ever going to happen? SO FUCKING SCARED!!!!
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