Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 3rd 2012, 03:07 AM
I don't know when my happiness started depending on yours. I don't know when my happiness started depending on you talking to me, you saying you loved me, you touching me. I don't know when. I don't want to feel this way. I hate loving you. It makes me feel like something's always missing. I always look for you. When I'm as happy as I can be, seeing someone you knew or being somewhere you were or seeing somewhere we were together makes my heart drop and turn to lead quick as we are old. I hate, hate, hate having to feel this way about you.
But I can't help it. So while I'm at it, guess I'd just better say that I love you again.
Even though you're so far away, even though you'll probably move on, even though it feels like I'm being torn apart inside, I'll say I love you. Because I can't help it.
Anna's Personal Keys to Happiness
1. Do what you want within the bounds of reason, whenever you want to, and regret nothing. 2. If you have an opinion, don't beat around the bush, or there isn't a point in saying it. 3. Don't keep the company of anyone who won't like you and will try to change you.
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