[Jovial.]

Lyndsee Sweetheart,

You know that you have an Eating Disorder. I know that you don't want to admit it. I know that it is scary. However, like I said tonight. You can't deny it forever. If you do then things will never start to get better. I know the thought process is that when you are starving things are better, but Hun. That really is not the truth of it. I want to see you happy Lyndsee dear. You mean alot to me.

I will be here to support you, and so will many others. I think that you do need some professional support too. They can help you identify ways to love yourself just they way you are, because you truly are perfect the way that you are. I just wish there was a way to show you that. I know that taking that next step is scary, but just push you foot forward a little bit. I promise it will be okay. During this journey, it's okay to fall, we just get back up and brush it off, and keep running. Remember when you were a young kid, and you were not afraid of anything? I think that you need to pull that inner kid out, and not be afraid to get better. If Recovery seems like too much, then don't call it recovery. Just call it making like a little bit easier. Its all baby steps dear.

Lyndsee you truly are beautiful the way you are. Do not let anyone including yourself tell you otherwise. I am by no means saying things will change overnight, but I do that you can change, you are not too deep or a loss of hope. There is always hope, okay? So the journey, its gonna be rough, and you will hit speed bumps, or pot holes, but you just gotta keep pushing, and by no means do you have to do this alone. There are all of here, that want to help you and support you, and see you get better. <3


I love you Lynds,
You know where to find me if you need me <3