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Re: What are you thinking right now? - February 21st 2012, 02:53 AM
I need to talk to you, so badly.
I'm so shaken up and scared and so many things, I don't know what to do. I'm physically shaking, and I feel awful.
I promised myself that I would never talk to you again. I'm just a burden. I'm way too selfish to follow through though.
I'm considering leaving the site and everything else like it/to do with it for the millionth time. I know I'm not actually going to do it, this is my escape. I couldn't do it.
I need you. I miss you. I love you

Also-
Some people I know that know nothing of my problems have said that I look depressed or angry or something alone those lines. I thought I hid my emotions better than that...I think that's just my face. I wonder...
My mom says I never smile. Surprising.



Shit. I'm fucked.

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Last edited by Laurasaurus; February 21st 2012 at 12:25 PM.