[Lorelei]

Hey Jocie. I kind of have a similar situation. I was very into Christianity until I did my own investigating and came up with my own ways of thinking.

You do not need faith in a supernatural being to do good things for yourself and for other people. Do some serious thinking about what defines you. Establish your own morals, and make sure there is solid reasoning behind those morals. And most importantly: Live! This life might be all the time we get, so enjoy it while you can.