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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - February 20th 2012, 05:59 AM
I want to say it. And not just to say it, but because I actually mean it. I mean, why the fuck would you be on my mind constantly if I didn't? But I'm just scared. The word itself is just... I don't even know. Scary I guess. Something about it freaks me the fuck out, even though I feel it. It's hard because I want you to know how much I mean it but without actually saying it, and how the fuck am I supposed to convey that? Obviously I should just say it, but I'm a pussy and I can't. I guess what I really want to say is that...

I love you too.

And I'm sorry I didn't say that earlier. I'm sorry I still haven't really actually said it to you. I'm sorry that I'm making this painful for you. You just caught me off guard and I'm just kind of emotionally fucked up. I hope you realize that and that it's not about you. Hopefully I'm worth the trouble.

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