[Stargazed.]

Hey there,

Although it wasn't technically rape, it was sexual abuse. You told him "no" and you fought back. Those are both signs of abuse. I'm very sorry you've encountered this. It's going to be very tough but in order to get help, you've got to talk to someone about what he did to you. No human being should ever have to go through this and feel as bad as I know it feels.

You need to report him to your local authorities so he can't do this to someone else. You should also consider speaking with an adult who can be supportive to you in this time.

If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to PM or VM me. I'm always around and I'd be more than happy to help.

Take care.