I used to think that way. And I know you grew up as a christian and so did I. And I got into many drugs and
SH and I thought there was no such thing as God. You dont have to believe me or anything, im just telling you I have no choice to not believe in the Lord, I reached out for him and he turned my life around in 2 days. And ive seen so many people healed, including me. I was released from drug addictions without withdrawls or a relapse. I had a desire to die one day, the next day I loved life. You might not believe this stuff and many people will try to argue this but im just trying to help and share my personal expierence.