Thanks all for the replies guys!
currently I'm trying to be mindful of the Times I throw up so my medication has a chance to work... but I I think it would be best to stress to my phsy that I do have an eating problem and by giving me meds that cause gain, it will only make it worse
Like mentioned, just by telling g someone what affects could happen, it freaksthem out... it did for me. Maybe its best not to think of the negatives until one comes up and stop borrowing trouble.
I hate playing the med game with doctors

it takes slot of trial and error