[TheNumber42]

:I love you and I really fucking wish I could tell you. I know you can't feel the same way, but I wish you could. I wish I could even just tell you how I feel in general. I just fucking want to for once feel comfortable with someone and not be afraid that they'll leave me. I just want a motherfucking hug.

:Fuck you. Do you really think we care? Everyone else has shit going on, and they deal with it. We don't all go whining to everyone who will listen every fucking time something bad happens. We don't look for attention any way we can get it. Yours isn't special or important. Quit fucking whining about it every three fucking seconds you shitty fucking attention whore. I hate your kind, go fucking die.

:Fuck you. Why do people think it's easier to make excuses and not just give it to me as it is? That'd actually make things less awkward. Easier for everyone.