[SouthernBelle.]

Well, this is more because I'm not in the same room with you right now, otherwise I would say it to your face.

I love you, love you, love you. You make me so happy. Seeing you smile brings more joy to my day than you could ever imagine; seeing you sad makes me want to hold you and kiss you and listen to you vent about your troubles until you are happy again. Being without you makes me feel lost inside, and fills me with such a longing that I can't bear it. Being near you makes me feel like I've taken a first class ticket to Heaven, on vacation from whatever troubles affected me until the point I speak with you or you speak with me or we hold one another. Speaking with you helps me to realize my foolish ideas before I go through with them, and gives me the courage to go through with things that will do me well. In knowing you, I've discovered sides of myself that I never even knew existed: A loving, joyous, girlish, bashful one; and a naughty, rebellious, daring, seductive one that has previously been entirely unknown to me. And somehow, you managed to bring me back to a faith that I had long since forgotten, simply by being who you are. It may seem that I am sometimes clingy, other times distant, but I am terrified of losing you, because I care so much for the wonderful, beautiful person that I see in you.

I thank God every day for giving you to me. You're more than just a random guy who I find attractive: You're sweet, you're funny, you're one of my two best friends in this entire world. You're a blessing the likes of which I have never before known, and it puzzles me how you might have even the slightest amount of care for me, but God has been good, and I thank Him every day for giving me such a wonderful friend.

Happy (Early) Valentine's Day. <3

I love you.