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Name: Emily
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Location: Where ever my mind wanders...

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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - January 26th 2012, 05:35 AM

A: you have no fucking idea what it is like to be in my situation. No clue.
B: I'm so sorry I'm so fucked up. I honestly wish I weren't so fucked up. Because then you could talk to me. You could trust telling me everything. I wish you weren't in the situation you are. I wish I could make it all better for you.
B: on the other hand, I am not okay. Drawing butterflies means something extremely different to you than it does to me.
A: I do not *need* him. Yes, he is a part of t support system. But I will not explode without him. You have no fucking idea. An neither does anyone else.
A: however I would like to thank you for the bit of perspective you gave me.
A: but, fuck. You don't know a damn thing about me.
C: I'M NOT OKAY!!!!!!
B: I'm sorry you have to keep things from me.
C: maybe it won't be as amazing as I thought it would. But hell, it'll be better than here and I will make the best out of it.
FUCK YOU.
E: I just need you to give me one, singlee, ficking day off.
C: *sigh*


Rest In peace Monica, I miss you 1-3-10
I owe you my life, more than once over. And the only thing I can do, is 'Thank you.'
I last self harmed on June 9, 2009.

I'm always here. For anyone, who needs anything. No matter what.
~Emily~
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