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Re: What are you thinking right now? - January 17th 2012, 07:13 AM
I am so mixed up right now. I don't think I can get much out so that anybody can understand it, but I don't really care.

I am blind as a bat so it is extremely hard to see anything right now.
I am confused about everything. Just everything.
I am ready to die, but I know I won't follow through with it because I am so confused.
I still have a shitload of homework, and it is after 11. I need to go to school tomorrow. And get up at 5:30.
My back is fucked up. The doctor says it is normal. I cannot move. He is obviously a dumbass.
I have been having those dreams again, and I am terrified to sleep, but I know I should/have to.
I did something again because I am a weakling and don't have the strength that you obviously do.
I am a crazy fucked up bitch.
Good enough.

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