[monstermanx]

Yeah, it really sucks. Put me back into a depression, to be honest.

Well I go to school with 12 kids, none of them are nice and none of them would be someone to hang out with. Unless I suddenly took an interest into drugs, drinking, fighting and getting arrested- Which I don't and won't. Plus, I can't sacrifice my training by getting in trouble for coming home drunk. I come home in any un-proper state, do anything wrong, my supplements are cut-off and training becomes worthless.

I do put myself out there but I don't take it too kindly when I find someone is talking stuff behind my back, or talking stuff in-front of me. People find me too confrontational, and when I don't confront it doesn't stop. That isn't why I'm in this situation, at my old school I got picked on so I picked back I had no one or nothing to loose and at this school theres two girls, ones a lesbian (No disrespect but she isnt into guys) and the other one is basically a town bicycle, not too mention taken.

***MODS I WOULD LIKE THIS IN EITHER DEPRESSION OR RELaTIONSHIPS, I AM ASKING FOR ADVICE THE iPOD TOUH CUT THE MSG OFF***

** THANKS EVERYONE !! **

And with that said, I lost that one friend. She felt she was doing harm to me by her suicidal and depression thoughts, therefor she locked me out, won't text/call back, she blocked me on IM and FB.

Gah, I don't know what to do.