[Not4you]

I have taken two at home pregnancy test and they both came back positive. I am 19 and I don't want a kid right now. The father is some guy I hooked up with and he says he would be there for me but I don't want a kid. I am looking into abortion pills but I am not sure. I want to go to the doctor but I don't want my parents finding out. Please don't tell me to tell my parents cause that is not a option for me right now. I have insurance through my dads company but I don't know if he would see the bill or anything like that. I am stressed out right now and any help would be amazing.