[LoveFever]

I've loved you for ten years now. I know I've told you this before, but only when we've both been drinking all night and I don't even know if you remember or if you know how serious I was.
I'm not in love with you like I once was, but I still love you and care about you more than I've ever cared about anyone or anything in my entire life. I want the best for you, I really do.
I'm not jealous of your girlfriend. I don't know what you've heard, but I've never said anything bad about her or you being with her. I love that she makes you happy and I love seeing you smile when you're with her and I love that you're so in love with her.
I will never forget the time you kissed me years ago. I will never forget how you made my stomach do flips inside me and you held my hand. I'll never forget how you told me not to cry and that no one should be able to make me want to die.
You are the best friend I've ever had, the most love I've ever known and the best thing that has ever happened to me. You really have no idea how much you mean to me. I wish we were still as close as we used to be. I don't care about the kissing and the crushes and all the bad stuff we've been through because of each other, I just want our friendship back.