Hey there
OP.
I didn't notice this boat has more passangers than just me. With that being said, I can't say much to
help you, but I can say
you aren't in this alone.
Yeah, I felt depressed before, and I couldn't watch tv that had young couples in the shows, and hell, I couldn't listen to some songs too. I know how hard it is to "try to keep your mind off of it," or "try to do something to distract yourself." It sucks when you can't distract yourself with something else when you don't feel like doing anything else.
I've heard (and believe) that you don't find love, love finds you, but dammit, I'm tired of waiting! To be honest, waiting is probably a better idea, but then you think that it's not getting you anywhere.
Alright, I'm going to stop myself from ranting, and changing this into my problem now. Sorry about that. What I was
originally trying to say was that you aren't alone in this. I know how you feel, and I know it's not fun. Just make sure you stay you, because when you do meet someone, you want them to care about you, not whoever you're pretending to be.