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So, having social anxiety problems for a long time (so severe I dropped out of school), it was a big step for me to get into college, especially doing something I've been interested in for a long time. But even though I'm not as bad as I was with school, I still dread it. I go back in a weeks time and I've been crying and stressing about it for days. Sometimes I think that I'm just not as interested in it as I think (which is a possibility I guess). Everyday I've been there I've gotten there and just wanted to be at home, is that just me being lazy? I feel so awkward there, so out of place. It doesn't help that I don't really get on with anyone there and I thought this would bring an oppurtunity to make friends.. obviously not. I had councelling for years and it just didn't help me. What do I do?