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Question Cutting on and off but always thinking about it. - December 18th 2011, 02:32 AM
I have cut before.
I started in middle school but then just stopped.
I started again in high school (i'm just finished grade 9)
I seem to just start and then go long periods without cutting the i start again.
But since that first cut in middle school i have kept having thoughts like,
"i wouldn't feel this bad if i cut."
"Could i deal with this if i cut."
"I wonder how it would feel to cut right now."
I'm not trying to quit because i don't want to, but i just seem to stop and start.
What the hell is this.
Warning i will only be here for half an hour, i can only get on this site at the public library and they have a time limit.