[newyorkcomma]

I had been in a relationship with a guy who was very manipulative.

One day when he was sick I was at his house while his mom was downstairs. He was getting a little touchy and grabbed my hand to take me up to his room while I said I wasn't so sure about this, and that maybe we shouldn't with his mom there.

He kept leading me upstairs, and once in his room I said I wasnt really sure i wanted to and wasn't really reciprocating to his kisses and such. He walked me to his bed while I was slightly apprehensive of it all and then pushed my upper body across his bed and pulled my pants down. I had no idea what was happening until it actually happened.

I never said no, stop, or pushed him away. But the entire time a felt scared, used dirty and cried.

I don't know where else to go to talk about this or what actually happened and wondered if this happened to anyone else