[DreamingOfPeace]

We used to be so close ,
back then I was your little girl but now your no where to be found.
I was there for you through every little stupid thing you did..
The days you were so drunk you couldn't even stand or walk ..
The days you cheated on your many gfs or what you used to called them your "friends" .
The days you were caught
The days when you were trying to beat them
The days you were so depressed you couldn't even get out of bed .

...Ever since you met your wife you have forgotten about me.. I'm sure she was happy the more and more you forgot about me.. Don't you know she hates me?
Don't you know she lied to you about all the bad things she said I did?
Don't you know it hurts that you believe her
Don't you know that every time I went to visit you, her and her family would treat me bad and like I was unwanted?

You used to and sometimes still blame me for the way we became.
Don't you know it hurts more when you blame me for everything
and say I'm the one that pushed you away and that i don't love you..
Cant you see that I tried so hard
that I been wanting for you to be here so badly ..
When you tell me those things I would start to believe it was really all my fault and stay up crying
But now I know it's not my fault.. your the one that's forgotten and pushed me away..

Now you moved far away with your wife , your new kids, and their family who hate me. And now we rarely talk , and when we do talk on the phone
the call only last for a short time and we both sit there in quiet ..

I Love You Dad..