[savealife723]

I'm sorry for all the time that I told you that I loved you. I'm sorry for all the times that you stayed up worrying about me because you didn't know if I was safe. I'm sorry for all the fights that I caused, and for being so self-centered throughout our entire friendship. I'm sorry for the yelling, and fighting, and cussing, that you had to go through every single week it seemed. I'm sorry for the times that I wasn't there for you when you needed it, and I'm sorry that I didn't let you be there for me when I did need it. I'm sorry, and I know that this is all my fault. I'm so sorry. I never meant to push you so far away. I never meant to treat you the way that I did. I shouldn't have, and I'm realizing that far too late. I am truly sorry this time. I guess Boyce Avenue was right when they said that saying sorry always comes easier after having time to grieve... I'm so sorry... I really really am. I know it's too late to apologize, but just know that I mean it.