[Ashley Is Dead]

Im 15 And Still Cutting To This Day. I Cant Control It. Ive Been Bullied, Harassed, Abused, And So Many Other Things In My Past And Now Its Just Like " I Have To Go Cut Myself". I Will Say That I Need Help But Im To Scared To Go See A Doctor. But One Time I Just Said To Myself That I Needed To Stop Because I Cut Into A Vein And I Didnt Stop Bleeding. I Thought That , That Was What I Was Waiting For But Then I Started To Have These Images About My Family And Friends Living Without Me And It Just Killed Me Knowing That They Would Have To Suffer For A Choice That I Made. But Even Though No One Truly Knos How Someone Feels, We All Go Through The Same Struggle; The Release, Addiction, Need For Pain. Your Not Alone !