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Unhappy not bullied but still hurts - November 22nd 2011, 03:59 AM
Okay so i have always been very tiny. I am 5'1 3/4" and weigh very little. now this has always been a major self esteem issue for me because it is an obvious thing people can make fun of me for and it is one thing that will truly upset me.

now i understand my friends are just kidding but they make fun of how small and almost child like my body is. one boy even told me he would like me if i didnt look ten Im 15 NOW!! That hurts to think that no matter what i can't keep up with all these beautiful girls. Breaking up with my boyfriend (now ex.. doesnt help). I see all these girls with perfect hour glasses and it makes me self concious about everything i wear. Honestly i just want to feel pretty.

i feel like i will never measure up to people's standards. My only true insecurity is my body and i would be fine if people would leave me alone about it. it makes me feel worthless. Again i know they dont mean anything but it still hurts.

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