[charmbraceletxo]

I feel like it's my fault, though, given the fact that I initially consented. He finally admitted to what he did, yet maintains that he didn't know he was hurting me (odd?). I don't know what to think/what to make of the situation, anymore. I find myself getting upset over what happened, then reminding myself that he was inebriated and not "himself", essentially. I don't know what to do/think.