[Alucard]

This always happens everytime I see you with some other girl, I can't help but feel an ache in my chest. I know its stupid because were not even together and I know I can't feel this way toward you knowing the real way you are. I have to stop this but for some reason I can't quit you. Maybe its because I'm selfish and want you for myself even though I know it's stupid to feel that way. I think I need to take some time away from you and from everyone else that's connected to you. I need to think and get away. But I know that even if I try I always end up answering your calls or texts. Hell, the song Right Here Waiting by Staind fits this thing perfectly.