I was
SH free for a while before I got the job I currently have. I started working with box cutters, so it triggered me. I got rid of alot of the stuff that I would use at home, but here at work I can't really do that. It's hard because I fight with myself every day not to cut, and it doesn't always work. It is a very hard, never ending cycle, because I need the job as well. Do something to keep your mind off of it, or think about something else that could preoccupy your mind.