I'm a prep cook;triggered everyday at work. -
November 3rd 2011, 05:48 AM
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I have been cutting for about 4 months now and burned for a year before that. I got a job 2 weeks ago as a prep cook. Everyday I'm working with sharp, sharp knives, grills, a stove and an oven. i used to cut at most 3 times a week, now I have been cutting multiple times a day, and burning about once a day. It may sound lame, but for some reason the knives and fire everywhere triggers me so much. I really need the money though, I dont know what to do. Also, is it weird?
I'm just a girl that wants to believe in fairytales again... Stay Strong <3 Faking a smile is so easy to do
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