[FairyPoppins]

I have SO had enough of my mother.

Always being so negative about everything and acting like her life is complete torture. Worst still, that living here with us makes it complete torture.

FFS, I'm trying to get my act together. I've just finished one course, I'm nearly done with another and I will be finishing the last one and going to university next year. I'm in the process of having interviews to get another job. What more can I do?! She expects everything to happen at the drop of a hat. Nothing ever does. Life is a waiting game. She is 54, she should know that by now.

Plus, why the fuck couldn't she just let me tell my dad about my bike in my own time, without her standing in the background moaning about it? My dad is the sort of person who needs things to be broken to him gently and she knows this. But nooo, as usual, she has to do everything with maximum fucking impact like the drama queen she is.

I'm also sick of her thinking that because she was a nurse, she has seen it all, done it all and knows everything there is to know. I wouldn't mind if she used this experience to help and support me, but no, she uses it for constant warnings and anecdotes about how shit nurses lives are.

She tells me that maybe I won't cope without anti-d's and will have to be on them forever. Well if I stay living here with her I will!!!