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I love you. I fucking love you. I have feelings for you. You are the first boy that I fell in love with. I'm hurting because I know it'll never work because we're 3 years apart in age and 1,100 miles away from each other. Plus, you're going to Marine Training Camp the day after your 18th birthday. Where does that leave me? Alone. I soooo wish you would tell me that instead of making me promise not to run away because you'd walk out of my life, you would get me out of here once I turn 18. I soooo wish instead of flirting and being in week-long relationships with a bunch of sluts, you'd choose me. I sooooo wish you would love me back. I wish you were in my league. I wish you thought I was perfect. Because you're obviously not perfect, but to me, you are. I love you for you, I love who you are and everything about you. Now I'm coming off as a crazy obsessive bitch, but this is the truth. I LOVE YOU. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD.