Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
October 26th 2011, 10:04 PM
I don't know how to act when I'm around you now. I try so hard to be friends with you but it's just so hard for me. Seeing you with her is making me feel like everything that happened in my fault. I truly thought that I loved you, but I can see now that you were just a monster. You used me, took advantage of me, and kept me hanging on strings as your little puppet. You never cared about my feelings at all. Everything was all for you because you knew that I would do whatever it took so that I wouldn't lose you. Seeing you together hurts me a lot. You're so sweet to her. You're so nice to her. You're always doing things for her. You never did shit for me. You pretended, but you never really did. Why couldn't you be that way with me? Why couldn't you actually care about me?
Did I do something to ever deserve all the shit that you put me through?
When you can't find your way home, and when life gets too hard to face on your own. I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown, I will walk with you, so you're never alone.
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