[Stargazed.]

I'm pretty sure no one here is going to tell you how to have a miscarriage. Especially not me. A miscarriage is a very hard thing to go through. If you want to have an abortion, go to a clinic near you and they may have a sliding scale payment method or a payment plan. You seem as though you want to keep the baby but no one else wants you to. Don't do what someone else wants you to do as you'll most likely regret it later on in life.

Also, since you asked. There are other options; there is adoption - open and closed adoption where you can give the baby a better life where the family WILL love him/her. Open- you get updates, pictures, and may possibly be a part of the baby's life. Closed- you sign over the baby to the family and you have no part in what happens to the baby, and you don't get to see him/her.