[Stargazed.]

I want to go to school in New Hampshire. I'm tired of being held back by anxiety. Being worried that you're going to slip back into smoking weed again. Being worried that you're going to be depressed. Worried that you're going to find someone else. We've been together for a year - yet I still can't trust you. I just can't. I want to go to school in New Hampshire. But I'm worried I'm not going to be accepted. I'm worried I'm going to hate it there and I'm going to be stuck there. I'm worried about spending so much money if I'm going to hate it. I want to go to school in New Hampshire. But I'm worried. I'm so worried. I'm so worried about everything. A, I love you. You're my best friend and my God-given sister. You're amazing. I want to go to school with you in New Hampshire. But I'm worried. Worried that you are going to ignore me while I'm there. That I'm not going to exist. That you'll be too busy for me and I'm going to be nothing. I'm worried. I want to go to school in New Hampshire. But I'm so fucking worried.