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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
October 10th 2011, 03:10 AM
I know we're no longer dating, I know that it was me who ended it, but I also know that I told you why. I told you that I still really like you, but it isn't fair that you're willing to do so much and I'm not even ready for my first kiss. I hate holding you back. I'm not ready to date and I don't know why I tried to convince myself that I am. At Homecoming he asked me to dance, it wasn't the other way around. His hands stayed on my waist and he didn't try anything. He asked me to kiss him and I didn't. I kissed his cheek to say thank you and that was the furthest anything and everything got. While I danced with him, I watched you dry hump one of my friends who you just met. Today she texted me and asked if it's okay for her to go out with you. I told her it's fine, I don't care. But, you know what Mercedes? I do care. I cried when I saw that text. She didn't ask you, you asked her. I love Torrie to death but she sleeps with anyone who's willing and I know that you are Mercedes. I know that she can give you so much more than I can. I know that she's so much more willing than I am. I'm the good little Catholic girl and she's the band-geek and a whore. I understand why you pick her. I'm sorry. I fuckin hate myself now.
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