[SimplyComplex]

I know we're not dating. I know we cuddle...we kiss...etc..I know I shouldn't be trying to get closer to you because in the back of your mind..the best thing you could do is leave. I know you want to pick up and run away. I know I'm holding you back. I really don't like waiting tohear your decision. I so badly want to tell you to stay. I want all my advice to you to benefit me most. : ) Yes. I want to be completely selfish with you. Because I LIKE YOU. I'd like to date you. But I want to be your friend. And I damn well am not going to be able to live with myself if I'm a selfish friend. So I'm telling you it's your decision. And you need to do what makes you happiest. You can't survive here if everything else makes you miserable. One person isn't a good enough reason to stay.

So...the rest is up to you.