Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
September 15th 2011, 12:53 PM
I moved on a lot since high school. I was a screw up and now I have my life sorted. I used to get into fights, and I thought I wouldn't again. Now you've gone and started acting like an idiot. I tried to be nice to you and avoid conflict. I thought it would make be the better person, but acting nice and hating how you act at the same time has left me feeling like a two faced bitch.
So listen, I know I snapped at you the other day, but you kind of deserved it.
For one, you insult people all the time, and expect them to take it because of how 'honest you are'. Multiple times I've basically seen you say that someone is ugly and then act all offended when THEY are offended, because you think it means THEY are being rude for not accepting 'who you are'! That is ridiculous.
And our one friend you keep going after... leave him alone! He's finally happy and he never does anything to you. We've been friends with him for longer and he's a nicer person so we're obviously not going to take your side. So you can bitch about how all your former friends have abandoned you, but you did it to yourself by alienating all of us.
Then there is the matter of your 'boyfriend'. At first I found it endearing and kind of sad. I know you've had a really rough life, so if you want to pretend you're dating a celebrity, fake phone calls from him in front of us, create a facebook page for him etc etc I wasn't going to say anything. It started to get mildly annoying when you started mentioning him EVERY SINGLE CONVERSATION but whatever, I can deal with it.
Then you start creating elaborate problems and it's more than I can handle. I'm not going to talk to you sypathetically because your fake boyfriend has temporarily dumped you so the media wouldn't catch on. Give me a freakin break man!!
The worst though, the worst is that you would actually try to justify your behaviour with that. Oh, I have a right to act like a price towards people because my fake boyfriend is all the way in London. FUCK OFF!
Then the other day you have the audacity to log onto your fake boyfriend's facebook account and tell ME (as your fake boyfriend) that you don't trust me to look after him. Well go screw yourself. I told your 'boyfriend' that he was the problem, and instead of getting the message, you snapped at me for insulting him.
Well I'm sick of feeling fake and putting up with your BS! J is a much nicer person than you.
/Rant.
To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget
~Arundhati Roy
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