Finally after so many months my weight has stabalised. Im now at a healthy weight. Still have down days sometimes but i know i can beat it. After i came home from hospital i lost weight quick but i managed to bring it back up again. Don't know how, but ive stuck to my eating plan and have carried on eating like i should, and im no longer underweight but still looking pretty slim.
To everyone else out there suffering from an eating disorder, please try to get help before it's too late. You are all beautiful regardless of your size or how people percieve the way you are, you know that there's a hell of a lot more to life than turning into a bag of bones. I missed out on a lot of things whilst i was too busy structuring my life around exercise and burning calories that i actually needed to put on. Now i regret it. I know it's not easy but life can and will get better. I know that my eating disorder will always be a part of my life but i can control it instead of it controlling me
