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it did help..thank you. I haven't told anyone except for my friend who has similar problems. I just have a big fear of being fat and this seems like the quickest and fastest way to lose weight, i know it's not good but now i just feel awkward eating around people and that like they are "watching" me eat. And like i do eat...yesterday i just count calories and weigh myself after. I drink a lot of water and on occasions if i feel i gained weight and feel like i ate to much i try to purge and sometimes do. But that's why i was wondering about the three months too..because it's only been two..i think i can't honestly remember.