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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - August 26th 2011, 11:41 PM
I loved you.

I really did.

Unfortunately, I didn't see that until you were in another girl's arms. And now we're back to being friends again, which I don't mind. You told me you still cared about me, but I assume that because we're obviously keeping it at "friends" that you are either one hell of a coward, or you love her more than you ever did me -- neither one I wish was true, but I'm beginning to think that both might be.

But then again, you may just be as confused as I am.

So, shit. This is one frustrating situation -- when you want to be friends with me, and I want to be friends with you... But I also still love you, and you also still love me, and you also still love her.

Stupid polyamorous band geek, that's what you are. But I loved you, and I still do. And I don't want you to leave me alone, but yet I do.

I just wish you'd love me over her.

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1. Do what you want within the bounds of reason, whenever you want to, and regret nothing. 2. If you have an opinion, don't beat around the bush, or there isn't a point in saying it. 3. Don't keep the company of anyone who won't like you and will try to change you.
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