[SouthernBelle.]

I'm sorry for ignoring you, for cussing at you and blaming everything on you. It was as much my fault as yours. You probably just wondered why I wasn't talking to you (which, I must add, is because I couldn't say or do any of the things I really wanted to over the internet), probably thought I was finished with you. I can't go an hour without thinking about you, or feeling guilty because I never really cared, because you always loved me so much more than I loved you... Until you left me for someone else who'd care.

But it was kind of hard loving you, being proud of you, when you wanted to keep our relationship in the shadows. It's even harder coming back to school and seeing you across the hall, knowing you're ignoring me. Realizing that you never told anyone we were dating. I know that at first you were trying to keep me from the wrath of your ex, but as time wore on, I got more and more tired of the fact that no one knew we were dating. I felt like you were maybe cheating on me.

I guess I was right, in the end. But did you do it while you were still saying you loved me? I'll never know, because you won't quit ignoring me.