Miranda.
if you feel like that, why not you join some activities in which have you interacting with awesome new people? that could help. and it'll give you a lot of positive thoughts for you that you can think and smile when you look back on it.
and besides that, remember to smile. It might make you happy
remember we're here to support you, and never forget that. i can tell you're a sweet, wonderful girl. and never give up. ya hear?