Thread: Female Advice Preferred: When you first got Anorexia
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Re: When you first got Anorexia - August 9th 2011, 06:25 AM
i was 10 when i realized things were wrong but it started when i was about 7/8.... not a choice. i tell myself it is but who would really CHOOSE to hurt people who love them, which is what happens. i take the pain my body feels, out on those that care about me. i want to stop, and i have before. however, every time things start feeling out of control my anorexia and bulimia rears it's ugly head.

i don't want this for ANYONE. if you are thinking about trying, please seek help now before you're stuck for the rest of your life. because it is a life long battle, even when i'm "healthy" i think about it multiple times a day.