[Moxie.]

-You hurt me more than you realize. For the past 5 years, you've shot me down and made me feel like shit about myself, even when you don't know you're doing it. I heard you say that "normal people shouldn't bring people with depression into their lives because they'll only be burdens." You didn't realize that you were talking about me, did you? You never realized that I started eating less so you would stop calling me fat. You never realized how much I've tried to be a cheery person so you would stop telling me I'm cruel and prejudiced. The words hurt, but what hurts the most is that you don't realize that you destroyed me.

-I know that I'm rude. I know that I push you away and tell you that I don't need to cry. But, you'll never know how much I appreciate everything that you do for me. I'm not good at telling people how much I appreciate them. But, with you, I wish I could because you take me as I am. You just accept it and move on. That means more than you could ever realize.

-I love you. I think I always have, but I know it's completely unrequited. You played me and I still love you. I've cried over you countless times, but my heart still belongs to you. Maybe it's because I've never laughed as hard as I did when I talked to you. Maybe it's because you make me feel safe when you choose to. Maybe it's just because I'm a silly girl. That doesn't matter though. I still love you and I think I always will. But for now, I just hope you have an amazing life and I pray that you're always happy. <3