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Age: 33
Gender: Female
Location: Ireland
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Join Date: January 7th 2009
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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
August 6th 2011, 02:06 AM
I wish you hadn't seen that picture, because I can imagine how shit it must have made you feel, because I know that if I'd seen something like that I would have been really hurt and worried.
I wish you could know just how faithful I was to you in Italy and how faithful I am all the time here at home, more faithful than I ever saw myself being to anyone. In ym last relationship I still let guys dance all over me and take me to the cinema, and they're things I would never dream of doing while I was with you. I wish that picture didn't look so much worse than it really was, I wish that you could have been there and seen that he wasn't some pervy guy feeling me up, that he was just our friend and he was being the same with everyone and that he wasn't all over me. I just wish I could show you that because I can't stand the thought of you feeling sad about that right now, and I want you to trust me as much as I trust you, and I want you to believe me that it's nothing to worry about, it's just a stupid picture of a stupid NON-event and if ANYTHING had happened over there with anyone, I would have told you about it, if not straight away, as soon as I was back, because I could never ever keep something like that from you. Not that I would ever even dream of cheating on you in the first place I jsut desperately want you to not worry about this and to feel ok and to be able to trust me.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago ..... I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door ... ... Níl a shíltear mar a bhítear. Things are not always what they seem.
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