ED really is coming back. i need your support now, but i can't stand to ask for it. i don't want to upset you, even if that means hurting myself. i don't love you any more, but you're still one of the most important people in my world. i miss you like crazy and it's killing me.
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I'll try and talk to you about this, but it's so hard for me to open up. i'm scared that if i tell you about it, i'll disapoint you. i don't want to be a bad daughter, but i know that if this goes any further then i will be.
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Why do you guys ignore me all the time? i'm gonna end up destroying myself in order to be good enough for you. And the worst part is, you don't even notice. you wouldn't notice if i died. i don't know why i bother, but i do. i want to be included, but all you do is ignore me, and you don't know how worthless it makes me feel. i hate you, but i don't.